Lonely City
I can see her potted plants, and I wonder how they survive since she’s never there to water them.
I can see her potted plants, and I wonder how they survive since she’s never there to water them.
Something felt almost sacred about holding them, the faded writing scrawled on the back of fraying cards.
Where was the magic in saltines and Gatorade for dinner, in spiking fevers and loneliness? Where was the magic in canceled flights and missed wedding celebrations?
The beginning of friendships can feel so formal. And it should be, at least a little bit.
The palm and mangrove trees were stripped of their leaves, and much of the vegetation on the island has turned brown.
Getting enough daily protein is no easy feat, rainbow chard isn’t half bad, and chocolate makes me a much, much happier person.
On every guitar case and appliance in sight were collections of stickers from anything and everywhere.
I’ve dubbed this summer as “healing girl summer” (instead of the trendy and probably more fun, TikTok-approved hot girl summer).
People said I glided across the water, but I felt more like I was floundering, barely able to get above the surface long enough to gasp for air.
I placed sex firmly in the “bad” category, to be retrieved only after I walked down an elusive aisle to a man I probably wouldn’t meet for at least a decade.
Lately, many of my daily life things don’t feel significant enough to write about.
Sleepy but knowing I had a mission, I quietly slipped out the door and down to the water.
The chance that something I’ve written could be made better paralyzes me into never wanting to publish anything at all. Where’s the joy in that?
As the dedicated plant owner that I am, I inadvertently left my succulents at the office for that entire time. For months, I completely forgot I even had plants.
Our days at the beach are grounding, measured by low tides and the direction of the waves.
“How does she have enough vacation days for this?”
The balance at the end of the day always tilts towards good.
I would have inhaled a rosemary salt bagel with my iced vanilla latte this morning.
It’s impossible to forget that the building was once a church.
We all settled in for work from “home” days together (it’s a corporate girl summer after all).
I hope a story of adventure is visible in me when the light shines through.
We push through our most stressful life seasons by watching our favorite Gilmore ones.
The candle reminds her that something greater is at work in the room.
It’s as if the freedom to have fun was traded in exchange for my college diploma.
It looks like a soft, harmless funnel, but there is no grace for the sea creature that gets too close.
I have written in countless birthday cards, “I don’t know where I would be without you.”
I wonder, not for the first time, how he hasn’t run out of stories to tell.
Added bonuses: a man confessing his love to an elevator, and the theme song is one of the cheesiest Christmas tunes of all time.
To perfectly capture the moment, the photo of my mom crossing the finish line includes me in the background, having lost the battle with my stomach and undoubtedly scarring fellow turkey-trotters for life.
October is an attack on the senses in the best way.