Confessions of a Second-Year Gardener; or, Celebrating Inadequacy
More often than not, I’ve found myself wanting to walk away from the garden this year.
More often than not, I’ve found myself wanting to walk away from the garden this year.
Someone like that went to Calvin the same time I did and learned completely different lessons. That’s the piece, I thought.
This season I crave stability more than adventure.
I silently noted the tiles on the sidewalks, the salty flavor of miso soup, the glimpse of a persimmon tree behind the chapel.
When I ran out of school, I crashed into grief.
In some shots, you can see things that I recognize from my childhood—a clock, a chair, some of the my brother’s first toys.
Marla was making her way in the world.
Now, where were we? Ah, yes, “Please, God.”
I’ve chased the magic of that game, trying to replicate the environment a few times since.
Giving up when confronted with the imperfections of the world isn’t going to make the world a better place.